i really need to stop thinking so much.....
well i'm just sitting here at my computer, eating jelly beans after a long but fun beauty practice, and i got to thinking about everything and life and growing up and well i only have on think to say........ i'm reali scared. i just realized that i have 3 and a half years until i go off to college. and then after that i'll fall in love, have children of my own, watch them grow up and hope i'm raising them right, then send them off to elementary, middle, and high school. then off to college. then i m gonna grow older and hopefully have grandchildren. but then wut? just simply slip off into the unknown? death reali scares me. i dont want to die young, but then again i dont want to die at all. i wish i could just stay here and live out the fun years forever. i have no idea wut i want to do with my life. i dont know the kind of person i want to marry or how i would want to raise our kids or if i even want to have kids for that matter. to be honest the whole idea of child birth reali scares me. i wish that i knew what was going on. like what i reali am gonna end up doing for the the rest of my life and who for that matter. haha lol. i wish i could c the future so that when i actually get there i'll b prepared. when someone invents something that lets u c the future, i will b the first in line to get one. man, high school, it reali gets u thinking.... or me that is.
changing the subject....
well my weekend was..... special. on friday i went to the mall with devon and ashley. and since devon is on crutches ashley was gonna have to carry two coats and anything else devon bought while we were there. so devon suggested that we give our coats to mall security and say that we found them and then come back when we were done and have someone go and pick them up. so i said that i would give them to the ppl and i told everyone to check their pockets and then i dropped them off. but ashley forgot her cellphone in her coat and the mall ppl went through her pockets and found her phone and called her parents. and ashley's parents imeditally assumed the worst and thought that someone had kidnapped us. then we went to get them and everybody had to go home cuz they were gonna sleep over but both devon and ashley got grounded and i didnt. which is weird. i actually went to the mall the next day with my mom. i feel reali bad that they r both grounded and i'm not when i'm more to blame than ashley. other wise my weekend was pretty good.
changing the subject... again
well tomorrow is valentine's day. bleh. another v-day when i dont have a boyfriend. o well i've come to get used to it, not accept it just get used to it. i got presents for some of my friends just little stuff cuz i felt like it. even though i dont have a boyfriend i m still gonna look reali cute tomorrow! lol. yeah i m bored with the topic of valentine's day. so yeah i m reali bored. i have a ton of homework. i should b doing that but i'm not o well.
well i think i m gonna sign off now so byebye!! love y'all!!
m u c h l o v e!
Kisses!
~Kt~
changing the subject....
well my weekend was..... special. on friday i went to the mall with devon and ashley. and since devon is on crutches ashley was gonna have to carry two coats and anything else devon bought while we were there. so devon suggested that we give our coats to mall security and say that we found them and then come back when we were done and have someone go and pick them up. so i said that i would give them to the ppl and i told everyone to check their pockets and then i dropped them off. but ashley forgot her cellphone in her coat and the mall ppl went through her pockets and found her phone and called her parents. and ashley's parents imeditally assumed the worst and thought that someone had kidnapped us. then we went to get them and everybody had to go home cuz they were gonna sleep over but both devon and ashley got grounded and i didnt. which is weird. i actually went to the mall the next day with my mom. i feel reali bad that they r both grounded and i'm not when i'm more to blame than ashley. other wise my weekend was pretty good.
changing the subject... again
well tomorrow is valentine's day. bleh. another v-day when i dont have a boyfriend. o well i've come to get used to it, not accept it just get used to it. i got presents for some of my friends just little stuff cuz i felt like it. even though i dont have a boyfriend i m still gonna look reali cute tomorrow! lol. yeah i m bored with the topic of valentine's day. so yeah i m reali bored. i have a ton of homework. i should b doing that but i'm not o well.
well i think i m gonna sign off now so byebye!! love y'all!!
m u c h l o v e!
Kisses!
~Kt~