yesterday seems as though it never existed
My parents hate me. I might not be able to see Cj for a while. I'm worried about her but I need some time alone.. because I think I'm going insane. I hung out with Kat last night. She cried in my arms and I helped her out when she needed me. I helped Cj out too. I don't want to fight with anyone anymore. I don't want people to think I'm a bad person.. I'm starting to become something I don't want to. Thats why I need to be alone. I'm to stressed to deal with anyones problems. I stopped caring about myself and now I'm a terrible person. I can't do anything right. I've thought of running away. But I have no where to run. I never have. I tripped the other day and realized what I want. The world was beautiful and the sky was glistening like a dimond. And my walls looked like a white shiny egg from sonic adventure battle 2. And I just noticed my floor is still moving. wts.. Oh well. I should get some sleep.