Long story,..
Ok, so let's start from the begining. Last Saturday, we had dinner at my dad's house, Monica and I went, Agnieszka was supposed to but she blew me off, Jen pissed me right off at work and all kinds of shit, I was just in a really cranky mood, Chris called at like 6 something, we talked for less than three mins, he was supposed to call later and didn't, strike one, then he never called on Sunday Strike two.. and I was so pissed I didn't wat to wait around for a strike three..
At work on Sunday night this kid came in, and gave me his number.. I went to the bathroom and Jen started texting him, and then he came back and visited me, he asked me if I wanted to go to the movies. I told him I had a boyfriend, he was fine with it.. kinda.. well he told me I should tell him that someone else deserves a chance with me.. or something I dunno.
But yeah, I was waiting for Chris to call me (before I even Met Scotty) so I could tell him I needed space. I was just I dunno, sick of let downs, the way Chris was carrying on this charade of a relationship just wasn't what I wanted and I felt like he felt the same way. Or didn’t feel anything at all.. Whatever I was done. And I’d been thinking about or religious differences and I talked to Kristine for a few hours, and I am going to go back to TN with her in January.. And I can’t wait.
I found out Sunday night my friggan cell was broken, and I had to get a new one, my microphone sucked. Monday I left work like an hour early, to I could go to Concord and get a new cell.. Monica went with me.. They told me I’d either have to leave it over night and come back on Tuesday to get it..but I could still text so I decided I’d just go back Tuesday, Scotty kept textin’ talkin’, yeah he talks a big game, but he’s harmless, he came with me on Tuesday night.. I hit the fucking median, and hit a reflector and ran it over and yeah, it was a better story than that, but yeah.. Basically I was giving him lip and talkin shit, and yep.. I suck. I scratch up the front end a bit.. But whatever.
It took 45 mins for my cell, I didn’t want to go to the mall, because I really don’t have $$ to spend. So he and I hung out in the parking lot of the verizon store, talking, getting to know each other.. He’s cool.
Then we came home, I dropped him off, and picked up monica, and then I don’t even remember what her and I did..We might have go to this kids house, to see her friend Shane.. Yeah I think I met her at Sarah’s and Sarah, Jeff (Sarah’s bf) Monica and I went to Anthony Martins to see Shane.. I think.. They were all drunk, I wasn’t. Then we left, it was toooooo sketchy for me there, we dropped of Sarah and Jeff, and headed towards Concord, but I changed my mind..I brought Mon home.. And I think I went to bed too..That might have been a combonation of Monday and Tuesday. But yeah
Then on Wednesday, I had the day off, I didn’t doo a whole lot, I slept til like 9, sent Scotty a text, he said he wanted to go out to lunch… so I ran some errands, and then met up with him a Pizza Hut, when he got there, I was on the phone with Cassie, I had just locked myself outta the car… I know I know I am a fucking bloody genius, anyway Kailee dropped off Scotty and Jade, his daughter, the guys from Valvoline helped me get my keys out, Chris called I was a raging bitch to him.. I wasn’t ready to talk to him, especially in front of Scotty and his friend, and the guys from valvoline… yeah so I kept walking away.. But I mean I did get my point across…but yeah,,
I think I actually told Chris I was at lunch with Monica now that I think about it, I don’t know why I said that.. I just didn’t want to fight with him or think anything bad.. Nothing happened between him and I and nothing will, I am not looking to Cheat on Chris, I care about him, but I just needed him to show me that he cared for me.
So then we ate lunch, err well dinner..since we had to wait forever and shit..but yeah his daughter is so damn cute. And really smart too..then his mother picked Jade up, and then I took him to get his hair cut, but the place was closed. And so Kailee me us, and we went to see Monica, then he went with kailee. Scott called and siad he was coming up from Mass.. I got Monica at 7 from work.. And then I took her home and she showered and changed her outfit 8 times, then we went to my work, to meet Scott, he was supposed to meet us at my work to buy beer, but while we were waiting Marcel a guy from Valvoline showed up and I asked him if he’d buy for us… he siad he would… and jen the stupid fat pregnant whore that she is.. Denied him.. Gay. So then Scott called and said he was at the condo, locked out.. The garage was like broken, we tried getting in through a window and shit no luck, so how monica and I fixed it..and got in, then her and Scott when to get beeeeeeeeeeer and I went to pick up Scotty who had in the meantime gone to Tammy’s house to see this guy he was in prison with.. He asked if he could bring Billy.. And I was like whatever.. I didn’t know Billy was a creepy old guy and yeah.. But whatever, it was cool.
I took them to Scotts, and then somehow we talked to Tammy again and she came over..we had a fun night… we started drinking a little before nine, and stopped drinking at like 3:30, but 4 Monica and I were at the ER. HAHAHAHA Some how Tammy, myself, and Monica took it apon ourselves to try and beat the shit outta Scotty, Billy.. Was off somewhere and Scott when to go pee and never came back. But yeah.. Crazy night.. We all fell on Monica who was stuck on the floor between two twin beds, and she really hurt herself, so we went to the ER. It was nuts. We went through almost 5 rolls of film, Tammy made out with everyone.. Scott got really creepy and had Monica and I actually slept we would have been locked in a room AWAY from him… Scotty passed out and Billy disappeared.
I sent Chris a text and he was actually up.. I talked to him and it was good. I miss him. I mean I like hanging out.. And shit, but it’s not the same.. I mean I had so much fun.. I dunno, I don’t want anyone else.. I mean hell yeah I look.. But I don’t touch.. I don’t want to I fit with him. It’s comforting.
Thursday morning we woke up Tammy and Scotty, and took Scotty home, and met Tammy at her house, then her and I and Monica and Tammy’s 7 yr old Tommy, we went to breakfast at the soda shoppe.. Then I took Mon home, and went home and showered, and then Met Tammy at her house again, then her and I went to Concord for Jesse’s parole hearing. HE GOT PAROLLED TO COUNTY!!!!!!!!!!!! Which means he should be getting out on the bracelet soon.. YAY!
Billy skipped parole and headed to Nebraska to see his family.
Yesterday Chris was being all cute, I am keeping my feelings reserved, ok that’s a total lie after last night..but I mean like I don’t want to take him back right away and have all this effort he’s being showing disappear, but anyway he brought me roses… awwwwwwwwwwwwww I know I am pretty damn lucky. He does make me so happy, I just am so afraid that it’s temporary, he says it’s not, but we’ll see…
I really care for him and I want things to go back to normal. He’s been so sincere, and curtious and it’s so hard for me to not take him back.. Fully right away.. And even harder not to when I see him.. Ahhh I am soooo happy that he really does want to be with me, I never thought that was the case, I really thought I was a security blanket.. But I am starting to see he really does care for me.. And I think this is the new beginning I have been hoping for..YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I HEART CHRISTOPHER RICHARD VIDAL..ooh did I say that out loud. Yes, yes I did! And it’s the truth..
At work on Sunday night this kid came in, and gave me his number.. I went to the bathroom and Jen started texting him, and then he came back and visited me, he asked me if I wanted to go to the movies. I told him I had a boyfriend, he was fine with it.. kinda.. well he told me I should tell him that someone else deserves a chance with me.. or something I dunno.
But yeah, I was waiting for Chris to call me (before I even Met Scotty) so I could tell him I needed space. I was just I dunno, sick of let downs, the way Chris was carrying on this charade of a relationship just wasn't what I wanted and I felt like he felt the same way. Or didn’t feel anything at all.. Whatever I was done. And I’d been thinking about or religious differences and I talked to Kristine for a few hours, and I am going to go back to TN with her in January.. And I can’t wait.
I found out Sunday night my friggan cell was broken, and I had to get a new one, my microphone sucked. Monday I left work like an hour early, to I could go to Concord and get a new cell.. Monica went with me.. They told me I’d either have to leave it over night and come back on Tuesday to get it..but I could still text so I decided I’d just go back Tuesday, Scotty kept textin’ talkin’, yeah he talks a big game, but he’s harmless, he came with me on Tuesday night.. I hit the fucking median, and hit a reflector and ran it over and yeah, it was a better story than that, but yeah.. Basically I was giving him lip and talkin shit, and yep.. I suck. I scratch up the front end a bit.. But whatever.
It took 45 mins for my cell, I didn’t want to go to the mall, because I really don’t have $$ to spend. So he and I hung out in the parking lot of the verizon store, talking, getting to know each other.. He’s cool.
Then we came home, I dropped him off, and picked up monica, and then I don’t even remember what her and I did..We might have go to this kids house, to see her friend Shane.. Yeah I think I met her at Sarah’s and Sarah, Jeff (Sarah’s bf) Monica and I went to Anthony Martins to see Shane.. I think.. They were all drunk, I wasn’t. Then we left, it was toooooo sketchy for me there, we dropped of Sarah and Jeff, and headed towards Concord, but I changed my mind..I brought Mon home.. And I think I went to bed too..That might have been a combonation of Monday and Tuesday. But yeah
Then on Wednesday, I had the day off, I didn’t doo a whole lot, I slept til like 9, sent Scotty a text, he said he wanted to go out to lunch… so I ran some errands, and then met up with him a Pizza Hut, when he got there, I was on the phone with Cassie, I had just locked myself outta the car… I know I know I am a fucking bloody genius, anyway Kailee dropped off Scotty and Jade, his daughter, the guys from Valvoline helped me get my keys out, Chris called I was a raging bitch to him.. I wasn’t ready to talk to him, especially in front of Scotty and his friend, and the guys from valvoline… yeah so I kept walking away.. But I mean I did get my point across…but yeah,,
I think I actually told Chris I was at lunch with Monica now that I think about it, I don’t know why I said that.. I just didn’t want to fight with him or think anything bad.. Nothing happened between him and I and nothing will, I am not looking to Cheat on Chris, I care about him, but I just needed him to show me that he cared for me.
So then we ate lunch, err well dinner..since we had to wait forever and shit..but yeah his daughter is so damn cute. And really smart too..then his mother picked Jade up, and then I took him to get his hair cut, but the place was closed. And so Kailee me us, and we went to see Monica, then he went with kailee. Scott called and siad he was coming up from Mass.. I got Monica at 7 from work.. And then I took her home and she showered and changed her outfit 8 times, then we went to my work, to meet Scott, he was supposed to meet us at my work to buy beer, but while we were waiting Marcel a guy from Valvoline showed up and I asked him if he’d buy for us… he siad he would… and jen the stupid fat pregnant whore that she is.. Denied him.. Gay. So then Scott called and said he was at the condo, locked out.. The garage was like broken, we tried getting in through a window and shit no luck, so how monica and I fixed it..and got in, then her and Scott when to get beeeeeeeeeeer and I went to pick up Scotty who had in the meantime gone to Tammy’s house to see this guy he was in prison with.. He asked if he could bring Billy.. And I was like whatever.. I didn’t know Billy was a creepy old guy and yeah.. But whatever, it was cool.
I took them to Scotts, and then somehow we talked to Tammy again and she came over..we had a fun night… we started drinking a little before nine, and stopped drinking at like 3:30, but 4 Monica and I were at the ER. HAHAHAHA Some how Tammy, myself, and Monica took it apon ourselves to try and beat the shit outta Scotty, Billy.. Was off somewhere and Scott when to go pee and never came back. But yeah.. Crazy night.. We all fell on Monica who was stuck on the floor between two twin beds, and she really hurt herself, so we went to the ER. It was nuts. We went through almost 5 rolls of film, Tammy made out with everyone.. Scott got really creepy and had Monica and I actually slept we would have been locked in a room AWAY from him… Scotty passed out and Billy disappeared.
I sent Chris a text and he was actually up.. I talked to him and it was good. I miss him. I mean I like hanging out.. And shit, but it’s not the same.. I mean I had so much fun.. I dunno, I don’t want anyone else.. I mean hell yeah I look.. But I don’t touch.. I don’t want to I fit with him. It’s comforting.
Thursday morning we woke up Tammy and Scotty, and took Scotty home, and met Tammy at her house, then her and I and Monica and Tammy’s 7 yr old Tommy, we went to breakfast at the soda shoppe.. Then I took Mon home, and went home and showered, and then Met Tammy at her house again, then her and I went to Concord for Jesse’s parole hearing. HE GOT PAROLLED TO COUNTY!!!!!!!!!!!! Which means he should be getting out on the bracelet soon.. YAY!
Billy skipped parole and headed to Nebraska to see his family.
Yesterday Chris was being all cute, I am keeping my feelings reserved, ok that’s a total lie after last night..but I mean like I don’t want to take him back right away and have all this effort he’s being showing disappear, but anyway he brought me roses… awwwwwwwwwwwwww I know I am pretty damn lucky. He does make me so happy, I just am so afraid that it’s temporary, he says it’s not, but we’ll see…
I really care for him and I want things to go back to normal. He’s been so sincere, and curtious and it’s so hard for me to not take him back.. Fully right away.. And even harder not to when I see him.. Ahhh I am soooo happy that he really does want to be with me, I never thought that was the case, I really thought I was a security blanket.. But I am starting to see he really does care for me.. And I think this is the new beginning I have been hoping for..YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY
I HEART CHRISTOPHER RICHARD VIDAL..ooh did I say that out loud. Yes, yes I did! And it’s the truth..