I still live
So I'm still alive and kicking visit with the doc netted an actual diagnosis I have been found to be suffering from Hypomania it's kinda like a milder version of Bi-polar so as a result I was prescribed some Mood Stabilizers namely Depakote 125mg... little pink pills that I take three times a day. And boy let me tell ya some days I just sit and wonder how I ever managed to live life the way I was. Things make alot of sense I can actually think about things and not go off on wild tangents... and the big one my personality is re-emerging. My jokes actually have correct timing... I am more confident... some people didn't like the change and all I got to say to them is welll "Tough Shit" to late for me to go back to the way I was... I'd rather put a bullet in my head than rehash that nightmare again... so if folks want to they can get in touch with me I'm more than amiable to talking and chilling with folks...