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He's not gay. Not that he thinks it's wrong to be - he ditched anything the Catholic Church might have to say about it being wrong to be what people are by birth the night he heard his mother call him a demon - but he's just not. He's always liked women (Torres, Jubilee, though it never happened, Kibeth - and others besides) and he's never...
Well, okay, maybe that was because after the age of sixteen, the only men he really knew were Jono (no lower face), Sean (teacher) and Ev (just... Ev). But he doesn't think so. There were famous guys he could have... and he didn't, ever...
But last night. Last night, he felt like he was fifteen again, when things were just starting to happen with Torres. When he wanted her so bad he followed her into the gang scene just to impress her. And wasn't *that* a smart move...
He's not gay. He knows it. But there's David.
And suddenly, he has no clue what's going on.
Well, okay, maybe that was because after the age of sixteen, the only men he really knew were Jono (no lower face), Sean (teacher) and Ev (just... Ev). But he doesn't think so. There were famous guys he could have... and he didn't, ever...
But last night. Last night, he felt like he was fifteen again, when things were just starting to happen with Torres. When he wanted her so bad he followed her into the gang scene just to impress her. And wasn't *that* a smart move...
He's not gay. He knows it. But there's David.
And suddenly, he has no clue what's going on.