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... Everytime I try to talk to her about her hanging out with this older cop friend of hers she get all defensive.... And I feel like I am being this horrible person trying to suffocate herr and keep her from everybody.... I dont want to be like that... Is it soo bad for me to want to meet him at least once especially when she says she is unsure if she would have to try to break up a fight between him and I??? Over their friendship??? Whenever she says his name I get this feeling in the pit of my stomach... When she goes to hang out with him.... Its like a frozen knot in the core of my being. Life is great?