Mar 30, 2005 22:27
lots of shit has happened and while I'm still not to sure who is and isn't my friend anymore I've come to the conclusion that I just dont care...to much stuff happens that puts everything into perspective.. my little man- my bab boy Christopher was in the hospital right before Easter...he had the RSV virus and he was in this bubble so he could breathe. It made me cry, hes home but he still needs breathing treatment every 6 hours..my poor baby <333
and I just got home from work and Lillian is in the hospital. Im not sure exactly why I think it was a stroke. But im freakin out cause no matter what anyone says shes family to me, I would never think of it differntly. She was waiting on the front porch when I was born, she took me for walks every night, she has done so much for me its remarkable.and I am very worried and scared for her. What the hell is going on, what is there to believe in anymore..i just dont get it