my life's been flipped turned upside down
now listen for a minute just sit right there...
on one hand
+Track is uber fun and working out after practice with my mom has been awesome. I feel healthy and my cardio works and I feel really good. I love all track people because there are so many different people on it. EVERY kind of person is represented by the track team and they are ALL fun. Plus I get my cute irish curly boy everyday times 12.
+Brad and I are doing amazing. we realized today that we've been together for almost 10 months. that is a shit ass long time.
+Friends are fun
+Project Fluffy is adding an interesting twist to senior year
on the other
-my college crap is not turning out like it was supposed to and I'm pissed. REALLY PISSED. And don't want to talk about it. I didn't get into the college that was made for me but its their loss.
-Gabby is really sick and I really miss her in classes and on the way to school every morning :(
-I hit my new coach in the face with a shotput. He stepped into it but it's Wilson and I love him and it was his first time coaching throwers. I felt so bad I cried for like 15 minutes and still feel terrible.
there's other shit that is wrong and I've just had a bad week or two. It sucks. But I still love life a lot. Kendra and Emily have been rocking out my life and it's great :) Hopefully all this will pass and I will stop having this nagging guilty paranoid feeling all the time. Things will shape up and who knows, maybe a good college will accept me.
on one hand
+Track is uber fun and working out after practice with my mom has been awesome. I feel healthy and my cardio works and I feel really good. I love all track people because there are so many different people on it. EVERY kind of person is represented by the track team and they are ALL fun. Plus I get my cute irish curly boy everyday times 12.
+Brad and I are doing amazing. we realized today that we've been together for almost 10 months. that is a shit ass long time.
+Friends are fun
+Project Fluffy is adding an interesting twist to senior year
on the other
-my college crap is not turning out like it was supposed to and I'm pissed. REALLY PISSED. And don't want to talk about it. I didn't get into the college that was made for me but its their loss.
-Gabby is really sick and I really miss her in classes and on the way to school every morning :(
-I hit my new coach in the face with a shotput. He stepped into it but it's Wilson and I love him and it was his first time coaching throwers. I felt so bad I cried for like 15 minutes and still feel terrible.
there's other shit that is wrong and I've just had a bad week or two. It sucks. But I still love life a lot. Kendra and Emily have been rocking out my life and it's great :) Hopefully all this will pass and I will stop having this nagging guilty paranoid feeling all the time. Things will shape up and who knows, maybe a good college will accept me.