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catch 22: no matter what either im miserable or my grandfather is disappointed in me.
i absofuckinlutely hate my job. every morning driving to it i contemplate how i can crash my car and have a decent excuse not to show up. it sucks. the job itself isnt so bad, but for me, i feel like a candle being snuffed. do you know what an awful feeling that is? being snuffed?
youre supposed to make every day count, live every day like its your last one. but i sit and rejoice at each second passed. i stare at the clock, ticking off the hours until i can go home. to pass a day away like that should not happen.
my moms gonna be so pissed...
i absofuckinlutely hate my job. every morning driving to it i contemplate how i can crash my car and have a decent excuse not to show up. it sucks. the job itself isnt so bad, but for me, i feel like a candle being snuffed. do you know what an awful feeling that is? being snuffed?
youre supposed to make every day count, live every day like its your last one. but i sit and rejoice at each second passed. i stare at the clock, ticking off the hours until i can go home. to pass a day away like that should not happen.
my moms gonna be so pissed...