karma or something?
every now and then i have overwhelming and uncontrollable feelings of guilt. it seems like everyone in the world has such horrible problems, whether it be health, money, or getting enough to eat - and then there's me. i have everything i could ever need and then some. what did i do to deserve my life? what did those people do differently to deserve their lives? i don't understand. as far as i am concerned, i am not worthy of all the things i have. there are plenty of other people who need it and deserve it so much more than i do... i know i'm not expressing myself very well. i can't really. i just feel so guilty that i have a nice life while there's so many hundreds of millions of people who are suffering. it kills me inside. it really does.