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[speckledk]

i feel like i've got this weight lifted from my shoulders...and im incredibly at peace with life...like, if i were to die now...i'd be ok with it...its really odd...i was at youth group last night and we were discussing the passion of the christ movie and my pastor did an altar call and i was sitting there feeling like my heart was being ripped out of my chest so i went up and just...the rest of the night and even this morning, i was completely at peace...

i can die happy now...even if i were to die choking on this oatmeal...*looks at it in disgust* ye gods, i hate oatmeal...