Higher Frequency
I have to get back into the habit up writing. This is my crash course back into the world of self-reflection and discipline.
The NWO has been fully ushered in. I have little hope things may change. I think most of us in the same boat are pulling inward. We tried to warn the world and they fought us tooth and nail. Well, now you're on your own. Time to focus on what inner power we do possess. The enlightened ones will find us on their own. Protect your consciousness at all costs.
I was working for Under Armour for a year. It was a horrible waste of time. I ended up quitting because I was hired by another company Floor and Decore. It was the highest paying job I've ever had. I was set up and fired. I just can't seem to catch a break when it comes to working for the man.
I've "repaired" the relationship with my father. Obviously it didn't involve him and I had to make all the changes. At least I can sleep better at night. The relationship with my mother is still difficult. I've gotten better with boundaries but it's hard because I do love her. I just wish she loved herself. I've been spending time with Allie and Ericka. Megan is still distant but at least now she returns my text messages. Bam is at "deaths door" every time I talk to Hydra, but when I talk to Bam she's just depressed because she has no control over her life. There's nothing I can do because she's just waiting to die and has no desire to make any changes. Jamie and I had a falling out. I miss her a lot, but I also can't let people get away with beating me down to feel better about themselves.
I'm still dating Lisa and I couldn't be happier. I either changed my fate or my Tarot cards just told me what they thought I needed to hear. I haven't talked to them since. Lisa and I are spending so much time together we may have to come up with a plan for healthy boundaries. Neither of us want to but I think we both know it's for the best. Things haven't become unhealthy. We're both functioning and very happy. Id just rather stay ahead of the game and avoid potential conflict.
The NWO has been fully ushered in. I have little hope things may change. I think most of us in the same boat are pulling inward. We tried to warn the world and they fought us tooth and nail. Well, now you're on your own. Time to focus on what inner power we do possess. The enlightened ones will find us on their own. Protect your consciousness at all costs.
I was working for Under Armour for a year. It was a horrible waste of time. I ended up quitting because I was hired by another company Floor and Decore. It was the highest paying job I've ever had. I was set up and fired. I just can't seem to catch a break when it comes to working for the man.
I've "repaired" the relationship with my father. Obviously it didn't involve him and I had to make all the changes. At least I can sleep better at night. The relationship with my mother is still difficult. I've gotten better with boundaries but it's hard because I do love her. I just wish she loved herself. I've been spending time with Allie and Ericka. Megan is still distant but at least now she returns my text messages. Bam is at "deaths door" every time I talk to Hydra, but when I talk to Bam she's just depressed because she has no control over her life. There's nothing I can do because she's just waiting to die and has no desire to make any changes. Jamie and I had a falling out. I miss her a lot, but I also can't let people get away with beating me down to feel better about themselves.
I'm still dating Lisa and I couldn't be happier. I either changed my fate or my Tarot cards just told me what they thought I needed to hear. I haven't talked to them since. Lisa and I are spending so much time together we may have to come up with a plan for healthy boundaries. Neither of us want to but I think we both know it's for the best. Things haven't become unhealthy. We're both functioning and very happy. Id just rather stay ahead of the game and avoid potential conflict.