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o my gah!!! well may 15th was the day that everythin kinda fell in2 place. that was the day that spencer either called me or he didnt he had up until that day 2 do his "own thing". cuz since me n him broke up he's been sayin how he wants me back n all this other stuff so yea i give him til that day 2 do his own thing cuz thats y he couldnt go out w/ me. so i hadnt talked 2 him 4 like ever n then that day came around. n i was already feelin rly shitty bout things so i thought 4 sure that day would b the most depressin day ever. but i was so0o wrong it bcame the best day! that day i got a phone call n i was @ the mall w/ michelle. n it was emmett i was so0o surprised i didnt think he'd ever talk 2 me again. so yea pretty much every nite we've been talkin!!!! i couldnt b happier!! i got my best friend back!! n on friday spencer talked 2 me n of course his loser self thought i had a bf n blah blah well here ill sho u mine n his convo:
TheFIREMan764: hi
specialshorty619: hi
TheFIREMan764: wats up?
specialshorty619: nm u?
TheFIREMan764: shit bored
specialshorty619: o0o sounds like fun how come ur not out??
TheFIREMan764: too tired 2 i brke my finger lol
specialshorty619: how??
TheFIREMan764: borke*
TheFIREMan764: rather not talk about it
TheFIREMan764: ..
specialshorty619: no tell me
TheFIREMan764: cant
specialshorty619: y??
TheFIREMan764: cuz i dont wanna talk about it
specialshorty619: fine
TheFIREMan764: so wat u been up 2?
specialshorty619: nada hbu??
TheFIREMan764: same as always
TheFIREMan764: so whos ur bf?
specialshorty619: i dont have 1 i WAS waitin 4 u
TheFIREMan764: iu kno iam sry
specialshorty619: its ok
TheFIREMan764: y u got sum 1 else lined up?
specialshorty619: no i dont have ne1 lined up i dont line ppl up if sumthin's gonna happen w/ me n ne1 they will happen on their own n i realized that u didnt want me nemore n thats fine
TheFIREMan764: huh?
specialshorty619: nvm
TheFIREMan764: no jus say this part in different words n ne1 they will happen on their own n
specialshorty619: if im gonna get a bf they will happen on their own im not linin guys up 2 go out w/
TheFIREMan764: o0o but do u have sum in mind?
specialshorty619: NO
TheFIREMan764: lol
TheFIREMan764: where u been?
specialshorty619: wat do u mean where have i been??
TheFIREMan764: u havent been online in like 4 ever
specialshorty619: i kno i've been busy
specialshorty619: y uve been on??
TheFIREMan764: yea
TheFIREMan764: well
specialshorty619: o but u dont even IM me
TheFIREMan764: not me
specialshorty619: o0o
TheFIREMan764: cuz its not me!!!
TheFIREMan764: i have my brother go on and check
TheFIREMan764: well g2g
specialshorty619: k
specialshorty619: byes
TheFIREMan764: bye
TheFIREMan764 signed off at 4:29:50 PM.
pretty interestin rite?? NOT!!! he's an idiot!! i mean i use 2 love that kid n a lil part of me always will but ive realized he never rly wanted me back, it was more he wanted 2 kno if had that power ova me. n unfortunately he did he could feed me w/ ne lines n i'd b rite there eatin them n stayin by his side puttin him on a pedastool but not nemore!! im done w/ gettin hurt n its his loss neways. i stupidly waited n he had enough time so im done!! i mean i do want 2 bf but im just gonna wait n c wat happens im not gonna force if nethin is gonna happen w/ me n ne1 things will happen on their own. ill find sum1 eventually n like alot of my friends have told me when i dont look 4 a bf ill find 1. n the longer i wait the better he'll b. so yea ill wait n c wat happens ill find sum1 eventually!! n when i do hopefully it will b worth it!! well thats it!! *Sara*
o yea i got another poem published!! im so happy!!! n soon the school yr will b ova n ill b a junior!!! woot woot!!! o yea n emmett has finally made a demo!!! so bein the best friend i am lol!! ill help him promote it!! now im done!!
*Sara* (again) lol
TheFIREMan764: hi
specialshorty619: hi
TheFIREMan764: wats up?
specialshorty619: nm u?
TheFIREMan764: shit bored
specialshorty619: o0o sounds like fun how come ur not out??
TheFIREMan764: too tired 2 i brke my finger lol
specialshorty619: how??
TheFIREMan764: borke*
TheFIREMan764: rather not talk about it
TheFIREMan764: ..
specialshorty619: no tell me
TheFIREMan764: cant
specialshorty619: y??
TheFIREMan764: cuz i dont wanna talk about it
specialshorty619: fine
TheFIREMan764: so wat u been up 2?
specialshorty619: nada hbu??
TheFIREMan764: same as always
TheFIREMan764: so whos ur bf?
specialshorty619: i dont have 1 i WAS waitin 4 u
TheFIREMan764: iu kno iam sry
specialshorty619: its ok
TheFIREMan764: y u got sum 1 else lined up?
specialshorty619: no i dont have ne1 lined up i dont line ppl up if sumthin's gonna happen w/ me n ne1 they will happen on their own n i realized that u didnt want me nemore n thats fine
TheFIREMan764: huh?
specialshorty619: nvm
TheFIREMan764: no jus say this part in different words n ne1 they will happen on their own n
specialshorty619: if im gonna get a bf they will happen on their own im not linin guys up 2 go out w/
TheFIREMan764: o0o but do u have sum in mind?
specialshorty619: NO
TheFIREMan764: lol
TheFIREMan764: where u been?
specialshorty619: wat do u mean where have i been??
TheFIREMan764: u havent been online in like 4 ever
specialshorty619: i kno i've been busy
specialshorty619: y uve been on??
TheFIREMan764: yea
TheFIREMan764: well
specialshorty619: o but u dont even IM me
TheFIREMan764: not me
specialshorty619: o0o
TheFIREMan764: cuz its not me!!!
TheFIREMan764: i have my brother go on and check
TheFIREMan764: well g2g
specialshorty619: k
specialshorty619: byes
TheFIREMan764: bye
TheFIREMan764 signed off at 4:29:50 PM.
pretty interestin rite?? NOT!!! he's an idiot!! i mean i use 2 love that kid n a lil part of me always will but ive realized he never rly wanted me back, it was more he wanted 2 kno if had that power ova me. n unfortunately he did he could feed me w/ ne lines n i'd b rite there eatin them n stayin by his side puttin him on a pedastool but not nemore!! im done w/ gettin hurt n its his loss neways. i stupidly waited n he had enough time so im done!! i mean i do want 2 bf but im just gonna wait n c wat happens im not gonna force if nethin is gonna happen w/ me n ne1 things will happen on their own. ill find sum1 eventually n like alot of my friends have told me when i dont look 4 a bf ill find 1. n the longer i wait the better he'll b. so yea ill wait n c wat happens ill find sum1 eventually!! n when i do hopefully it will b worth it!! well thats it!! *Sara*
o yea i got another poem published!! im so happy!!! n soon the school yr will b ova n ill b a junior!!! woot woot!!! o yea n emmett has finally made a demo!!! so bein the best friend i am lol!! ill help him promote it!! now im done!!
*Sara* (again) lol