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yeah... i think im back here again ... which is ok...cuz i need something.. but i dont want crazystardance.. it was everything i tried to over come and failed... i deleted it all... if u wanna be on this friends list.. gimme a holler..(comment).. cuz i took everyone off basically.. if u wanna read about me.. and u want me to read about you.. let me know.. cuz im not angry with you or the world, im angry with myself. and what i lt myself diminish to.. and now i have to start over again.. it hurts more than before.. and i knew it would. and i know that my high school sweetheart is gone for good. but why does it feel like he still hasnt let me go? and that he's just hiding away instead?
or as di said- took a huge bite of my heart and left his saliva there...
So the beginning to an end always sucks. Always. I wasn't sure if i should tell either one how i felt.. i know that she wouldnt care and he wouldnt.. not now at least. but when it comes down to it, i know him better than that. and i know what he's doing. and he knows that it's working. well, i have one last thing for him but he'll recieve that on his birthday...hopefully..im going to bring it to his mom later.. and ask her to give it to him then. because.. well.. ill never speak to him.
i think that if we dated later in life- we probably would be living together right now and so god damn happy. but we're so young and unexperienced. i was meant to let him go... i was meant to say goodbey. but it was never meant to be.. to be heartstabbed like that..nooo sir. i will seek revenge.
"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars."
- Oscar Wilde
"A liberal society stands on the proposition that
we should all take seriously the idea that we might be wrong.
This means we must place no one, including ourselves,
beyond the reach of criticism (no final say);
it means that we must allow people to err,
even where the error offends and upsets, as it often will."
-- Jonathan Rauch
"To silence criticism is to silence freedom."
-- Sidney Hook
"What a state of society is this
in which freethinker is a term of abuse,
and in which doubt is regarded as sin?"
-- W. Winwood Reade
"Express everything you like.
No word can hurt you. None.
No idea can hurt you.
Not being able to express an idea or word
will hurt you more. Like a bullet."
-- Jamaica Incaid
American Writer
"I think we ought to read only the
kind of books that wound and stab us."
-- Franz Kafka
"If you want your dreams to come true, don’t oversleep."
- Anonymous
"The more you lose yourself in something bigger than yourself, the more energy you will have."
- Norman Vincent Peale
"Men show their character in nothing more clearly than by what they find laughable."
- Anonymous
^hahaha
or as di said- took a huge bite of my heart and left his saliva there...
So the beginning to an end always sucks. Always. I wasn't sure if i should tell either one how i felt.. i know that she wouldnt care and he wouldnt.. not now at least. but when it comes down to it, i know him better than that. and i know what he's doing. and he knows that it's working. well, i have one last thing for him but he'll recieve that on his birthday...hopefully..im going to bring it to his mom later.. and ask her to give it to him then. because.. well.. ill never speak to him.
i think that if we dated later in life- we probably would be living together right now and so god damn happy. but we're so young and unexperienced. i was meant to let him go... i was meant to say goodbey. but it was never meant to be.. to be heartstabbed like that..nooo sir. i will seek revenge.
"We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars."
- Oscar Wilde
"A liberal society stands on the proposition that
we should all take seriously the idea that we might be wrong.
This means we must place no one, including ourselves,
beyond the reach of criticism (no final say);
it means that we must allow people to err,
even where the error offends and upsets, as it often will."
-- Jonathan Rauch
"To silence criticism is to silence freedom."
-- Sidney Hook
"What a state of society is this
in which freethinker is a term of abuse,
and in which doubt is regarded as sin?"
-- W. Winwood Reade
"Express everything you like.
No word can hurt you. None.
No idea can hurt you.
Not being able to express an idea or word
will hurt you more. Like a bullet."
-- Jamaica Incaid
American Writer
"I think we ought to read only the
kind of books that wound and stab us."
-- Franz Kafka
"If you want your dreams to come true, don’t oversleep."
- Anonymous
"The more you lose yourself in something bigger than yourself, the more energy you will have."
- Norman Vincent Peale
"Men show their character in nothing more clearly than by what they find laughable."
- Anonymous
^hahaha