Just when I thought things were starting to look up...
Valentines Day is now a no go...
Matt has to leave that morning to head out to Columbia for a month...
Yay.
((up side, that's 5,000 dollars extra in our bank...))
Then, he'll come home.
On March 14.
&& report everyday to the armory.
And, there's Fort Rogers somewhere in this,
and Fort Jackson...
I just don't know dates, because it all changed.
Yesterday.
So then, in May they'll go to
Ft Stewart, until July.
Which, is good, because we can plan an induction
&& Matt can watch his first daughter being born.
And, they were suppose to come home,
in May of 2010...
but, they aren't.
Because, now it's July.
So...This means, our 3 year anni
because Matt will only be able to come up from
Ft Stewart SO much,
is dead.
Our 4 year anni,
is dead.
Our baby's first birthday,
is dead.
Valentine's Day for two years,
is dead.
Evertyhing that's suppose to matter to me,
now is not going to have a purpose.
Because, I have NOONE to share it with.
So, why should it even matter.
Matthew told his parents last night,
and I started crying.
So from 7 to 10,
it was brought up ALL the time,
and I freaking cried all night...
and what did they do?
Kept fucking bringing it up.
Assholes.
I understand, that the first time
they were just trying to help.
But, as pregnant girl cries and says please just drop it.
They should fucking understand that.
But, nope.
Whatev.
Matt && I talked last night, and he said,
the only plus side to this,
is when he comes home,
we'll have 80,000 in the bank.
But, you know.
A girl can't do shit with that money,
when she doesn't have a freaking husband to share it with.
UGH.
Hate the effin military....
Matt has to leave that morning to head out to Columbia for a month...
Yay.
((up side, that's 5,000 dollars extra in our bank...))
Then, he'll come home.
On March 14.
&& report everyday to the armory.
And, there's Fort Rogers somewhere in this,
and Fort Jackson...
I just don't know dates, because it all changed.
Yesterday.
So then, in May they'll go to
Ft Stewart, until July.
Which, is good, because we can plan an induction
&& Matt can watch his first daughter being born.
And, they were suppose to come home,
in May of 2010...
but, they aren't.
Because, now it's July.
So...This means, our 3 year anni
because Matt will only be able to come up from
Ft Stewart SO much,
is dead.
Our 4 year anni,
is dead.
Our baby's first birthday,
is dead.
Valentine's Day for two years,
is dead.
Evertyhing that's suppose to matter to me,
now is not going to have a purpose.
Because, I have NOONE to share it with.
So, why should it even matter.
Matthew told his parents last night,
and I started crying.
So from 7 to 10,
it was brought up ALL the time,
and I freaking cried all night...
and what did they do?
Kept fucking bringing it up.
Assholes.
I understand, that the first time
they were just trying to help.
But, as pregnant girl cries and says please just drop it.
They should fucking understand that.
But, nope.
Whatev.
Matt && I talked last night, and he said,
the only plus side to this,
is when he comes home,
we'll have 80,000 in the bank.
But, you know.
A girl can't do shit with that money,
when she doesn't have a freaking husband to share it with.
UGH.
Hate the effin military....