finally...
well the weather is finally nice and what am i doing?.....sitting in my dorm room. i dunno maybe i'm just trying to take in every last little bit of my freshman year. life has been so crazy lately and its not about to stop now. i just feel like there is so much that i have to do in so little time. i get so annoyed ny the little things like the fact that i have been down to public safety 5 times now and i still don't have that damn letter that they said they would write for me. oh well what r u gonna do, i'm goin to court tommro so i guess i'll just c what they can do for me. sometimes everything seems like such a process i just wonder if it will every get easier, but y the hell am i complaning i have it so good. i mean lets think about my situation for one minuet....everyone has been stressing out over exams and papers, i have 2 exams and 2 papers(which i did mostly at my job....so i got paid to do my homework) i lucked out so much, it just scares me so much for next semester when i am in real classes..like hard ones i hope i can get through them....i'll worry about that when it comes, not now i have to much to enjoy. it has been absolutly beautiful weather the past 2 days and i have enjoyed it so much! i am going to california in 1 week. i don't have to pay for a plane ticket, i don't have to pay for a hotel, i don't have to worry about my job, for one entire week i get to relax with not a care in the world. i cannot wait for this escape from everything. i can't wait to c my cousin and pretty much what her life is all about.....i am soooo excited, the only thing that i am not lookin foreward to is what i have to go through 1st in order to get to california. i have to move back home and end my 1st year of college, honestly i am not ready to do that yet. i don't want to leave bosch 221 forever, i have had such an amazing year with so many memeories and i just want to stay here and keep making them. next year is going to be so different.a lot of changes, but they will b good. i just like where i'm at now but what can do i do thats what life is all about....change. so i'm gonna accept it and enjoy it cuz u only live once, so make the best of the time u have!