Apr 02, 2007 10:38
I had such a peaceful experience last night and now I want it back. Right now. I'm trying to keep it. Let it flow over. It was wonderful. My thoughts weren't crowding my mentality. Everything was chill. Everything was fine. And the things that weren't were going to be. And I need that right now. And of course I can't get it back. Sometimes I think I'm never gonna get any of this right. It's hard to keep going somedays. I won't give up. I can't. There's so much to look forward to. It's just hard to hold on to those thoughts somedays. Does this ever get easier? Life, I mean really, who made the standard so high. Why does life have to be hard? I'm not complaining, it's a sincere question.
It's all cool. It will be.