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7/22/08 1:22PM
So I am sitting here, in RDU…..Flying back from Raleigh to NY. I have reservations about going home. I wish I could stay here, NOW. There’s something about NC..I just feel at peace here. Maybe it’s the trees everywhere, maybe it’s because I don’t feel rushed or stressed…Maybe it’s because almost every day I have been here, the sun in shining and it feels good on my face. But I don’t know, and I don’t really care to. This, soon, should be my new home.
I had an audition last night. To teach dance full time. I feel like it went really well, but I’m not sure if she is still interviewing, or if I will be offered the job. I feel like I definitely will be…but I don’t want to put all of my eggs in one basket. The fact is that the schools aren’t calling, and teaching dance for a living would be so energizing and fulfilling. Then, I could get my degree in dance ed like I always wanted to.
So now, I am just waiting with baited breath (is that the expression??) That I will get a call that ensures a positive change for me. I’ve promised myself that if I don’t hear from the Studio Owner, Annette, my Friday, that I will call her myself to follow up. I just want her to want me. I can do this job, I have EVERY confidence that I can. I like to think I read people pretty well, and I left this class/interview with such a positive, uplifted feeling. I felt like I could dance ALL night. That, my friends, would be the life.
I’m going to focus on only the positive right now, because I fear that if I think of anything else, I will surely feel like there is a cloud over me when I get back to NYC.
So I am sitting here, in RDU…..Flying back from Raleigh to NY. I have reservations about going home. I wish I could stay here, NOW. There’s something about NC..I just feel at peace here. Maybe it’s the trees everywhere, maybe it’s because I don’t feel rushed or stressed…Maybe it’s because almost every day I have been here, the sun in shining and it feels good on my face. But I don’t know, and I don’t really care to. This, soon, should be my new home.
I had an audition last night. To teach dance full time. I feel like it went really well, but I’m not sure if she is still interviewing, or if I will be offered the job. I feel like I definitely will be…but I don’t want to put all of my eggs in one basket. The fact is that the schools aren’t calling, and teaching dance for a living would be so energizing and fulfilling. Then, I could get my degree in dance ed like I always wanted to.
So now, I am just waiting with baited breath (is that the expression??) That I will get a call that ensures a positive change for me. I’ve promised myself that if I don’t hear from the Studio Owner, Annette, my Friday, that I will call her myself to follow up. I just want her to want me. I can do this job, I have EVERY confidence that I can. I like to think I read people pretty well, and I left this class/interview with such a positive, uplifted feeling. I felt like I could dance ALL night. That, my friends, would be the life.
I’m going to focus on only the positive right now, because I fear that if I think of anything else, I will surely feel like there is a cloud over me when I get back to NYC.