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oh wow--- i have soo much work tonight...english book, visual studies paper, government paper, spanish ensayo, math problems, french quiz to study for...therefore it is not a good idea for me to be posting right now, but you know what? i think i need to....
i haven't posted in a while...and my last post was commenting on how everyone has seemed mad or upset lately...i thought maybe things would get better but they are so much worse...and i'm sure i am partially the cause--i just don't know what to do anymore--noone will tell me when i'm doing anything wrong so how am i supposed to know? why would i change my ways when people keep telling me that i'm doing it allright? i hate being in the middle...saying one thing to one person, the opposite to another...i hate being the two faced puppet between two people's misery. no one can control me anymore.
i went to a moondance meeting tonight thinking that that might be something i might like to do this summer, but i'm too old for all the trips so i left after like 5 minutes...i really wanted to do the one in the alps.
i'm going to new york for my birthday. hopefully. i want to take the amtrak...maybe not then but sometime.
basketball is hard...i come home exhausted every day...i ordered my state championship jacket yesterday...we were gonna spend hte night on the field tonight but that didn't work out...oh well. okay well that's all for now ...peace out (people tell me i should never say that again!)
i haven't posted in a while...and my last post was commenting on how everyone has seemed mad or upset lately...i thought maybe things would get better but they are so much worse...and i'm sure i am partially the cause--i just don't know what to do anymore--noone will tell me when i'm doing anything wrong so how am i supposed to know? why would i change my ways when people keep telling me that i'm doing it allright? i hate being in the middle...saying one thing to one person, the opposite to another...i hate being the two faced puppet between two people's misery. no one can control me anymore.
i went to a moondance meeting tonight thinking that that might be something i might like to do this summer, but i'm too old for all the trips so i left after like 5 minutes...i really wanted to do the one in the alps.
i'm going to new york for my birthday. hopefully. i want to take the amtrak...maybe not then but sometime.
basketball is hard...i come home exhausted every day...i ordered my state championship jacket yesterday...we were gonna spend hte night on the field tonight but that didn't work out...oh well. okay well that's all for now ...peace out (people tell me i should never say that again!)