Jul 17, 2005 12:08
yea so anyways. i think things may be getting better. i hope so. really i do. i missed work this morning my alarm clock didnt go off. my fault. but oh well my boss was being really mean yesterday and i was real close to just leaving. i dont think i'll work there again. i'm fixing to leave to go to my grandpas bday party. and then i'll head to the gym ...where i should be. i've gained some weight. we're leaving friday to go to new mexico . which shall be fun i havnt seen jessie chris or hardin in awhile. then back to school and volleyball. then end of my summer. sad but true. i wish things had turned out differntly. but you cant change it. its what God wanted. i'm not sure what he wants with me yet. but i'm figuring out that my time away from church has changed me ...something i dont like. i need to go back. i cant help missing ashton. time will tell all. alright well that's all for now.
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