holla, holla, holla, if you want to
so... Philly. I almost wish that I had applyed out of state, just for the fun of it. Sometimes I wish that I could be like the rest of my family and not concern myself with the amount of money something will cost my mother. Not to say they are selfish for doing so, but I honestly feel (in this case) too selfless. Also, I don't want to say that Umass won't provide me with a proper education, the old adage goes "school is what you make of it" or something along those lines. I guess I am going to experience the huge school in a boring college town and the off campus life at a small school in a city. I suppose that a remaining option is an out of state school.
I am always late. This could pose a problem for the upcoming semester. I've always been late, and I will probably always be late. If I honestly think that I can get five more minutes of sleep, finish the song I started (or anything for that matter), or grab a snack before class, I should probably be shot- I won't make it to class on time. This doesn't get any easier.
Work is the bane of my existence. I'm sure most of you have had a job, but unless that job was from monday - friday 8 to 5, you don't know the pain. I only do it when I'm on break, I can't imagine how bad my life is going to be after college. I'm not sure why i've been wasting time not having good times. What the hell was I thinking? I should probably get another EKG or two done.
Oh, poor soul, can't you see that I'm protecting myself. Don't tell her everything you think you know about me- leave her alone to find out.
Recording is all done less vocals/mixing. I'm not going to lie, this could turn out to be a better quality than our studio EP and as much as I'm gonna kill Steve, I still love him.
I don't know if you remember, but a few years ago I traded my life for a way to make no more promises and some minor league morals to be named later on. It started in a parking lot and ended in a too familiar doorway. Worst trade ever; the minor league morals never developed and most people are annoyed by my lack of agreements bound solely by words. As of more recently, I've taken back almost everything I've ever done in an attempt to rectify myself as a born again virgin. I'm probably not even sure that I know what that feels like.
...because he knows you'll stay, like the back of his own hand. And once for every time it has loved your face I will test your faith. once more for all the reasons you can't find your strength.