Depression Has A New Form

Jun 28, 2005 15:54

I was sitting outside this afternoon, reading a bit, when the radio started playing. It was a song Leo and I had once heard on the music video channel and we both loved it. As I sat there listening to the song I felt so depressed and lonely. Okay, so I started to cry...

My heart was pounding so hard it felt like I couldn't get over it. Then another song by the Calling came on and I just felt more emo thanever. Here I am, lying down on a deck as the rain begins to fall and all I want to do is cry...not even wander around in the rain. Something has to be wrong with me.

I think I need to eat something....I haven't in a while.
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