whine whine complain
So I'm supposed to be painting but my hands shake from the drugs I'm on. And I can't go off them, at least not for several months minimum. And I'd probably have to restart them then.
I'm so not going to build my portfolio in time. Plus I feel useless. Sounds dumb but it's kind of a small, not so small really crisis for me. This is what I'm supposed to *do* with my life, make art, and maybe teach it, and the forecast is not looking good.
Needless to say I've been depressed.
I'm so not going to build my portfolio in time. Plus I feel useless. Sounds dumb but it's kind of a small, not so small really crisis for me. This is what I'm supposed to *do* with my life, make art, and maybe teach it, and the forecast is not looking good.
Needless to say I've been depressed.