Am I really that easy to forget?

Mar 04, 2005 23:16

Super-duper sad right now. My date to my semi......forgot I invited him. I feel so stupid. I feel like I tried on dresses and stressed which one looked okay or not for nothing. I was having such a good night too.

I went out with Kim, Sarah, and Chase tonight and I was having some fun. Then we see the kid I invited in the mall, and basically all he said was hi. Thats it. He talked to like everyone else but me. I feel so stupid. So now I have no idea if he still wants to come because I called him and hung up on him but ahhhh I dont know. I'm going to end up going stag just because thats what happens. I almost felt like crying when he said he forgot.

I dont know if I have any justification for being mad or not. But it still hurt. I feel so stupid. I dont think I can stress the amount stupidity I'm feeling right now.

So now I think I'll go listen to lovey-dovey songs and cry myself to sleep because thats how pitful I am.

Fuck.
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