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you know what feeling sucks?? When you feel like you are always a step behind everyone else-- in everything. I dont know why- but i felt like this all day today.... i also felt like my head weighed a million pounds and i would collapse at any minute.
now that i think about it, i wish i had joined the science club. it sounds really fun. going camping with mrs. maher- i mean, what could be bad about it?
ya anyway, i dont know whats goin on with me right now. i feel really out of it, like today i felt like i was watching the whole day from somewhere else instead of actually living it. its really weird. lunch sucks so bad now. new people came and kicked everyone out of their original seats and now i can't talk to jessie anymore. =( everyone seems to have their own little groups and i just dont seem to fit into any of them, why even bother trying...blah. i bet i could go a whole day and just say nothing and no one would even notice i was around.
sorry if i sound so depressing...maybe its just cuz i havne't slept in a while. later.
*Kate
now that i think about it, i wish i had joined the science club. it sounds really fun. going camping with mrs. maher- i mean, what could be bad about it?
ya anyway, i dont know whats goin on with me right now. i feel really out of it, like today i felt like i was watching the whole day from somewhere else instead of actually living it. its really weird. lunch sucks so bad now. new people came and kicked everyone out of their original seats and now i can't talk to jessie anymore. =( everyone seems to have their own little groups and i just dont seem to fit into any of them, why even bother trying...blah. i bet i could go a whole day and just say nothing and no one would even notice i was around.
sorry if i sound so depressing...maybe its just cuz i havne't slept in a while. later.
*Kate