another weekend, gone
Well, let me start off by saying happy birthday to kc, wherever you are. enjoy your day.
now down to business. its july. that's gross. this summer is just flying by. of course i say that every year. and i'm not too sad about it because i love school and look forward to going back. my only regret is that i'm not making as much money as i wanted or anticipated, but i'll get over that. oh, yeah, and july means that i'm that much closer to my final year of school (for now) and that's so scary. i totally do not feel ready to start a real job. but insecurities aside, i'm doing pretty good this summer. new pressures, new living situation, and i'm handling it with (i hope) grace. haha.
i'm at home right now. its nice to come home because i feel like i'm missed when i'm not here. my mom seems happy to see me, which is nice. its also fairly gratifying. haha, i'm not the problem child, which i love. and things have been fairly calm while i've been here. no major blow ups or fighting (which is rare between my sisters and me) and i've gotten my room cleaned up. a lot. it was fairly disgusting before. partially because i have too much stuff that needs to go, and partially because i don't really come home ever. i've been home more in the last 2 months than since i left for europe last summer. i like it because i'm getting to see my family, but i think i'm pretty much over living at home. i'm ready to move on. soon.
the reason why i came home this weekend was to help clean up for the party. my sister's graduation party is this coming saturday, and there are soooo many people who were invited. so now my room can be used for storage. and after the party mom's gonna have a yardsale. not right after obviously, but soon. then maybe my room can get a real overhaul. i'll redecorate a bit so that it looks new. looks interesting. i definitely need a change. but i really did a lot of work in there, and i'm proud of my efforts. i know i'm such a strange chick, haha, but i'm okay with that! i'm actually gonna go and do more work pretty soon. more cobwebs to sweep away, more clutter to clear out. then maybe i'll reward myself for all my hard work. i also have to figure out when i'm going home. whether its today or tomorrow, or wednesday. i'm not sure. we'll see.
now down to business. its july. that's gross. this summer is just flying by. of course i say that every year. and i'm not too sad about it because i love school and look forward to going back. my only regret is that i'm not making as much money as i wanted or anticipated, but i'll get over that. oh, yeah, and july means that i'm that much closer to my final year of school (for now) and that's so scary. i totally do not feel ready to start a real job. but insecurities aside, i'm doing pretty good this summer. new pressures, new living situation, and i'm handling it with (i hope) grace. haha.
i'm at home right now. its nice to come home because i feel like i'm missed when i'm not here. my mom seems happy to see me, which is nice. its also fairly gratifying. haha, i'm not the problem child, which i love. and things have been fairly calm while i've been here. no major blow ups or fighting (which is rare between my sisters and me) and i've gotten my room cleaned up. a lot. it was fairly disgusting before. partially because i have too much stuff that needs to go, and partially because i don't really come home ever. i've been home more in the last 2 months than since i left for europe last summer. i like it because i'm getting to see my family, but i think i'm pretty much over living at home. i'm ready to move on. soon.
the reason why i came home this weekend was to help clean up for the party. my sister's graduation party is this coming saturday, and there are soooo many people who were invited. so now my room can be used for storage. and after the party mom's gonna have a yardsale. not right after obviously, but soon. then maybe my room can get a real overhaul. i'll redecorate a bit so that it looks new. looks interesting. i definitely need a change. but i really did a lot of work in there, and i'm proud of my efforts. i know i'm such a strange chick, haha, but i'm okay with that! i'm actually gonna go and do more work pretty soon. more cobwebs to sweep away, more clutter to clear out. then maybe i'll reward myself for all my hard work. i also have to figure out when i'm going home. whether its today or tomorrow, or wednesday. i'm not sure. we'll see.