to sodomy, it's between god and me, to S&M....la vie boheme
A reflection on today:
I saw a carrot stick
on the floor of the room
it was tiny
and I was lying there, sick
staring at it:
contemplating where it came from,
how it fell,
how long it had been there,
and how it was once in the ground somewhere.
Somebody pulled it up,
or had a machine do it,
and then it was cleaned and packaged,
and sold,
and now it's there--
on the floor--
wasted.
This carrot reflects how much we all got out of the practice AP session today.
DEEP.
Arg. I hate arguing. I hate saying things I don't mean, and being pissy after the argument is over, just because I want to be right. I especially hate not being able to talk to him, or yell at him in person. That way he couldn't sign off, and leave me brewing in my anger. Maybe then he would be able to read my emotions better. I hate not being with people!
In other news, I sent my resume to Delias as an application for a job at the new store. I'm so excited! I hope I get it!
Another thing I hate: sicknesses.
I saw a carrot stick
on the floor of the room
it was tiny
and I was lying there, sick
staring at it:
contemplating where it came from,
how it fell,
how long it had been there,
and how it was once in the ground somewhere.
Somebody pulled it up,
or had a machine do it,
and then it was cleaned and packaged,
and sold,
and now it's there--
on the floor--
wasted.
This carrot reflects how much we all got out of the practice AP session today.
DEEP.
Arg. I hate arguing. I hate saying things I don't mean, and being pissy after the argument is over, just because I want to be right. I especially hate not being able to talk to him, or yell at him in person. That way he couldn't sign off, and leave me brewing in my anger. Maybe then he would be able to read my emotions better. I hate not being with people!
In other news, I sent my resume to Delias as an application for a job at the new store. I'm so excited! I hope I get it!
Another thing I hate: sicknesses.