Annnnnndd I am what I am
I don't like posting here but hoped Id start to by making this one post.
I quit the social work NONBUSINESS (AKA NONPROFIT), and went into Real Estate. I'm excited about my choice, but the change and I do hate change, esp BIG change , they say , change of residence, jobs or relationship are the biggest stressors in life.
Brian's ok, but Ive been stressy. I think that negatively affects the relationship, myself, everyone around me.....
My goal was to overcome my stress....and it hasn't been working.
It doesn't help that Brian yells at me for being stressed either. Thats def not a motivator for overcoming stress.
I wake up and run around til I pass out at night.
Its no fun. I wish I weren't like this. Let's hope it doesn't destroy the new job, like the past 43 jobs.
I quit the social work NONBUSINESS (AKA NONPROFIT), and went into Real Estate. I'm excited about my choice, but the change and I do hate change, esp BIG change , they say , change of residence, jobs or relationship are the biggest stressors in life.
Brian's ok, but Ive been stressy. I think that negatively affects the relationship, myself, everyone around me.....
My goal was to overcome my stress....and it hasn't been working.
It doesn't help that Brian yells at me for being stressed either. Thats def not a motivator for overcoming stress.
I wake up and run around til I pass out at night.
Its no fun. I wish I weren't like this. Let's hope it doesn't destroy the new job, like the past 43 jobs.