pssh.
It's always the day after i have so many mixed emotions. horrible eh? i hate it, that i get so addicted to guys. like, i can like a guy hardcore within a day. i don't know why.. it just happens. it's always pissed me off, since i was a kid and i started liking guys. in grade 6, i liked around 10 boys because i couldnt make up my mind. haha.. im so stupid!!
So today.. i'm feeling a bit confused, scared, happy, excited.. everything. confused, becuase i don't know what'll happen if they do come out next week. scared, cos what if they dont come out next week and i dont talk to joey for like.. ever? happy, cos yesterday was a blast and i cant wait to see him again. excited, if they come out next week. im mostly worried tho. what if he doesnt like me? jenny is so SURE he does, seriously. so im trying not to like him even more. i dont think he likes me.. maybe not alot anyways. i dunno. yano? maybe he's just like that with all girls! i'll never know. im also worried.. what if only dustin comes out next week? :| like seriously!! it took dustin and joey a MONTH to finally get out here. it better not be another month.. i really dont think it will. not for dustin anyways, cos obviously something is there with him and jenny. so he'll come again, but i dont know about joey. dustin can be an asshole, and like not ask joey. but theyre best friends!!!!! and AHHHHH.
SEE WHAT I'M DOING?
Holy crap im so obsessive. i've gotta stop!! i'm gonna drive myself crazy! 'm trying not to like him too much, because i don't wanna go through all this shit again. mitchell shit. liking guys and them seeming like they like me shit. i JUST got over this, i'll seriously freak out and kill myself if it happens again. i can't take rejection!! not twice in a row anyways. :|
Kill me.
[nealam]
So today.. i'm feeling a bit confused, scared, happy, excited.. everything. confused, becuase i don't know what'll happen if they do come out next week. scared, cos what if they dont come out next week and i dont talk to joey for like.. ever? happy, cos yesterday was a blast and i cant wait to see him again. excited, if they come out next week. im mostly worried tho. what if he doesnt like me? jenny is so SURE he does, seriously. so im trying not to like him even more. i dont think he likes me.. maybe not alot anyways. i dunno. yano? maybe he's just like that with all girls! i'll never know. im also worried.. what if only dustin comes out next week? :| like seriously!! it took dustin and joey a MONTH to finally get out here. it better not be another month.. i really dont think it will. not for dustin anyways, cos obviously something is there with him and jenny. so he'll come again, but i dont know about joey. dustin can be an asshole, and like not ask joey. but theyre best friends!!!!! and AHHHHH.
SEE WHAT I'M DOING?
Holy crap im so obsessive. i've gotta stop!! i'm gonna drive myself crazy! 'm trying not to like him too much, because i don't wanna go through all this shit again. mitchell shit. liking guys and them seeming like they like me shit. i JUST got over this, i'll seriously freak out and kill myself if it happens again. i can't take rejection!! not twice in a row anyways. :|
Kill me.
[nealam]