i am hated
Being told you are hated..what a wonderful feeling. But it wasn't an "attack" it was just getting something off their chest so they could move on. Hmm...nice huh? What a way to end the day, i tell ya. You don't want to know how i feel/think about u. See..I can get over people w/o telling them things and stirring them up. I don't need to tell you my feelings/thoughts b/c I know what that'll cause as well as the less you are on my mind/in my life, the less I think about you. I don't want to have negative thoughts about u b/c we ended things nicely this time w/o a huge fight. If we never talk again, i wish you the best luck in the world, but I don't want to hate you. If you want to hate me..FINE..but don't talk to me about it. Er..now I'm talking about it. Just some bitterness. It's over and done w/now :)
On a happier note! Dustin is coming to visit either this weekend or next weekend and then for Christmas!!!! I cannot wait! Then I'm going down to see him for NYE! Lasa, let me know if you want to get together w/us hun! I love you all and hope all is going well!
Other then that..I haven't gotten any final words about Rachel or her mother, so please keep them in your prayers...I love them so much and this is a really tough time. Good luck to ya'll!!!
On a happier note! Dustin is coming to visit either this weekend or next weekend and then for Christmas!!!! I cannot wait! Then I'm going down to see him for NYE! Lasa, let me know if you want to get together w/us hun! I love you all and hope all is going well!
Other then that..I haven't gotten any final words about Rachel or her mother, so please keep them in your prayers...I love them so much and this is a really tough time. Good luck to ya'll!!!