So yeah
Things are starting to get really overwhelming! But I'm hangin' in. England is aHUGE stress in my life right now. I'm going and we have meetings and we have to make reservations and payments and yeah. Well I told my daddy last night and now there is a problem because my daddy just paid a NORMAL semester for me..now hehas to shell out moremoneywhich should not be right. So he's trying to fix that but man is KU messed up!
I got invited to Mandi Girl's wedding in JULY!!! OMG GIRL!! :) It's in Texas..somehow I will affored it. :)
Rachel's wedding is drawing nearin September..I'm her maid of honor!
I applied for a job in Loudoun County in VA on Sunday..so keepyour fingers crossed!
I got my first observation from Burrnett on Tuesday. I was so emotional and I don't even know why! I got all good marks..I had one problem I need to work on..but geez..for the first lesson I've ever taught in that classroom..that's NOT bad. NO behavoral problems that day..GO EMMA AND DERRICK! Those are my two behavoral issue kids..:)
We had a two hour delay today which was really nice..so i'm teaching math but not science. :) Works for me! Starting next week I'm going morning activity and math and science! Oh yeah..and a guided reading group that I come up w/...:)
I also have to worry about graduation and everything for that. Also everything for England..AHH!! So much is going on at the same time!
Jason and I are good..we have our ups and downs..but we are going to stick things out and it'll make us stronger. He is the best thing in my life..one of the only things that reminds me to be sane and that someone cares about me outside of my family. My best friends can do that..but i talk to Jason more. I just wish sometimes WE wouldn't try to test the relationship...he won't admit he does it..but he just did this morning. it's strong..it's there...it's going to be for a long time...i love you...we get mad at each other..remember that and take a deep breath. we will get through anything. I'll try to do the same..i have lately and it seems to work. i love you jason..i hope we can talk tonight. if not..it's not the end of the world...we'll talk tomorrow or saturday or sunday or ya know..any or every day after. smile and be confident in our love, ok?
*sighs* i love you all....
I got invited to Mandi Girl's wedding in JULY!!! OMG GIRL!! :) It's in Texas..somehow I will affored it. :)
Rachel's wedding is drawing nearin September..I'm her maid of honor!
I applied for a job in Loudoun County in VA on Sunday..so keepyour fingers crossed!
I got my first observation from Burrnett on Tuesday. I was so emotional and I don't even know why! I got all good marks..I had one problem I need to work on..but geez..for the first lesson I've ever taught in that classroom..that's NOT bad. NO behavoral problems that day..GO EMMA AND DERRICK! Those are my two behavoral issue kids..:)
We had a two hour delay today which was really nice..so i'm teaching math but not science. :) Works for me! Starting next week I'm going morning activity and math and science! Oh yeah..and a guided reading group that I come up w/...:)
I also have to worry about graduation and everything for that. Also everything for England..AHH!! So much is going on at the same time!
Jason and I are good..we have our ups and downs..but we are going to stick things out and it'll make us stronger. He is the best thing in my life..one of the only things that reminds me to be sane and that someone cares about me outside of my family. My best friends can do that..but i talk to Jason more. I just wish sometimes WE wouldn't try to test the relationship...he won't admit he does it..but he just did this morning. it's strong..it's there...it's going to be for a long time...i love you...we get mad at each other..remember that and take a deep breath. we will get through anything. I'll try to do the same..i have lately and it seems to work. i love you jason..i hope we can talk tonight. if not..it's not the end of the world...we'll talk tomorrow or saturday or sunday or ya know..any or every day after. smile and be confident in our love, ok?
*sighs* i love you all....