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HI, YOU'RE STUPID. DO YOU THINK THAT I DON'T DESERVE SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT ME? DO I THINK I DON'T DESERVE THAT? I AM NOT SURE, BUT I WISH I KNEW! YOU MAKE ME SO MAD, BUT I CAN'T EVER TELL YOU THAT BECAUSE IM JUST HAPPY THAT YOU'RE PAYING ATTENTION TO ME. I AM PATHETIC, BUT MAYBE THAT IS MEAN OF YOU. I REALLY DON'T KNOW, I DON'T KNOW HOW THIS STUFF WORKS. MAYBE YOU HAVE BEEN HURT IN THE PAST BUT YOU ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE AND I DON'T INTEND ON WASTING MINE AWAY. AND SO WHAT IF YOU GET HURT AGAIN, YOU CAN BEAR IT, AND SO CAN I. I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE HOLDING ON TO, I REALLY SEEMS LIKE I WOULD BE THE LAST PERSON TO DO SOMETHING MEAN. MAYBE I AM THINKING TOO MUCH OF MYSELF BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND. IF I WANTED TO HURT YOU, I COULD BUT I DONT SO I NEVER DO! I DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT THE PAST EITHER, MAYBE YOU THINK YOU SHOULD LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES, BUT MAYBE YOU REALLY NEED TO MAKE THAT MISTAKE AGAIN TO FEEL IT. MAYBE ALL OF THIS DOESNT MAKE ANY SENSE. MAYBE EVERYONE WILL READ THIS AND MAKE FUN OF ME BUT I DON'T EVEN CARE!! I HOPE THEY DO IN FACT. MAYBE I SHOULD JUST YELL OR CRY OR SOMETHING, WHO KNOWS. I SURE DON'T.!