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do unto others as you would have others do unto you... have you ever reversed that verse? do unto yourself, as you do to others.
God definately taught me something tonight. i'm going to share something that... sigh... i really don't want to share, but i feel like i need to. ok here goes... i've struggled with my weight ever since... about 2ish years ago. why? someone said something that i may never forget that has now made me so self concious. so lately i've been waking up really early to go work out and i've been eating super healthy, then tonight at home team i caved and pigged out... kinda. then on the way home i cried cause i felt guilty, then i got mad at myself for feeling so guilty... so i just prayed. that's all i knew to do at the time. i guess that was really good though :) then i tried to blast my music to get it off my mind. then i came home and talked and cried to my mom and she said the whole thing of treating yourself like you treat others and it made me feel a lot better. because it's true. i don't love my mom any less because she's over weight... infact, i might love her even more sometimes. because she's strong. she has amazing strength to not let that make her depressed.
i guess i just wanted to share that. share my weakness. share how God showed me that i don't really follow that command... how i'm very hipocrytical (sp?).
God's pretty much the most awesomest thing ever :)
and that's putting it lightly :D
God definately taught me something tonight. i'm going to share something that... sigh... i really don't want to share, but i feel like i need to. ok here goes... i've struggled with my weight ever since... about 2ish years ago. why? someone said something that i may never forget that has now made me so self concious. so lately i've been waking up really early to go work out and i've been eating super healthy, then tonight at home team i caved and pigged out... kinda. then on the way home i cried cause i felt guilty, then i got mad at myself for feeling so guilty... so i just prayed. that's all i knew to do at the time. i guess that was really good though :) then i tried to blast my music to get it off my mind. then i came home and talked and cried to my mom and she said the whole thing of treating yourself like you treat others and it made me feel a lot better. because it's true. i don't love my mom any less because she's over weight... infact, i might love her even more sometimes. because she's strong. she has amazing strength to not let that make her depressed.
i guess i just wanted to share that. share my weakness. share how God showed me that i don't really follow that command... how i'm very hipocrytical (sp?).
God's pretty much the most awesomest thing ever :)
and that's putting it lightly :D