how odd
so i'm tired... and i just took a 3 hour nap from 4-7. what's wrong with me? am i getting sick?
camp was great. i'm still feeling so close to God. i really wanna go and spend time with Him. it's an amazing feeling... irreplacable by anything or anyone.
i discovered a way rad band today... i was going to buy their cd, but my mommy wouldn't let me since it's so close to my b'day.
http://www.theafters.com/
check them out. they rock.
i think i'm finally content. content with being single, with the way God has directed my social life just in general. i've learned that God's friendship and love is better than any other. though sometimes it is hard to just be the way i am... i'm thankful for God bringing me here.
i think i'm ok with my sister and brother moving to Chicago now. kinda excited actually. cause i know it's God's will for them, and if it's not, He will show them. plus maybe i'm fighting all this cause it's new, and it's a change... God may really have a lot in store for them and me to grow. plus it'll be a fun place to visit. i've always wanted to travel... see new places... i wanna see greece, australia, northern ireland, different states in the US... this really could be a good thing. it may be hard at times, but it could also be really good for all of us. though currently i'm slightly dissapointed cause my mom is going to go visit while i'll be outta town. poop.
since i've been doing that media fast, i've found myself not wanting to even watch tv. today i started to watch something on the discovery channel cause i'm weak and wanted to watch tv, but after a while, i was just seeing how discusting a lot of the stuff is even on a channel that's just educational. kinda. so now i don't even wanna watch it. it's gross. though some stuff is ok. not all tv is bad... but a lot of it is. speaking of tv and bad... me and my brother decided we wanna be on the real world. we think it would be funny to be the one kid who doesn't sleep with everyone and go out everynight to get drunk. i actually wonder what would happen if they had a kid like me on there. it would be interesting that's for sure.
off to be with my Daddy. :)
camp was great. i'm still feeling so close to God. i really wanna go and spend time with Him. it's an amazing feeling... irreplacable by anything or anyone.
i discovered a way rad band today... i was going to buy their cd, but my mommy wouldn't let me since it's so close to my b'day.
http://www.theafters.com/
check them out. they rock.
i think i'm finally content. content with being single, with the way God has directed my social life just in general. i've learned that God's friendship and love is better than any other. though sometimes it is hard to just be the way i am... i'm thankful for God bringing me here.
i think i'm ok with my sister and brother moving to Chicago now. kinda excited actually. cause i know it's God's will for them, and if it's not, He will show them. plus maybe i'm fighting all this cause it's new, and it's a change... God may really have a lot in store for them and me to grow. plus it'll be a fun place to visit. i've always wanted to travel... see new places... i wanna see greece, australia, northern ireland, different states in the US... this really could be a good thing. it may be hard at times, but it could also be really good for all of us. though currently i'm slightly dissapointed cause my mom is going to go visit while i'll be outta town. poop.
since i've been doing that media fast, i've found myself not wanting to even watch tv. today i started to watch something on the discovery channel cause i'm weak and wanted to watch tv, but after a while, i was just seeing how discusting a lot of the stuff is even on a channel that's just educational. kinda. so now i don't even wanna watch it. it's gross. though some stuff is ok. not all tv is bad... but a lot of it is. speaking of tv and bad... me and my brother decided we wanna be on the real world. we think it would be funny to be the one kid who doesn't sleep with everyone and go out everynight to get drunk. i actually wonder what would happen if they had a kid like me on there. it would be interesting that's for sure.
off to be with my Daddy. :)