Missing Tigerlily.

[spearfrombehind]

So here it is, the idea's of never being good enough. The constant lonliness, the thoughts of death, speaks of lies, and times that I could never ride the flow of my mind anywhere but here with you. Sometimes I feel so lost without you... Not because I need you for anything, but because not seeing who you are and helping you with that is worse then reading it, every once in awhile and maybe seeing you comment my mind once in awhile over the internet. There are so many worlds changed time gone and things being wasted... And I can only say we'll only be here for so much longer, and I wish so much to hold you one more itme before the end. Every person I talk to now, I mention only one thing, and that is of man taking for granted the great things he should have seen laying there before him. I hate this, Ive hated it for so many years, and I will continue to hate it, until it is either over, or you decide you cant live your life without me either...
And Peter looked over to tink and said... From now on Im walking.