Mental Stability
I am currently having doubts about my mental stability,
I am hearing stuff that isnt true.
Apparantly, that's not all, I even hear stuff that hurt myself, change the situation in my thoughts that hurt others and even hear it.
Just how vile am I.
Apparantly, I have more control of myself then i thought.
Yet, even though now is the time that i notice how much control over myself i have, i also notice how much i cant control myself.
Feeling noisy in silence, hearing conversations that wasnt there.
Just ... what is happening to me.
I am hearing stuff that isnt true.
Apparantly, that's not all, I even hear stuff that hurt myself, change the situation in my thoughts that hurt others and even hear it.
Just how vile am I.
Apparantly, I have more control of myself then i thought.
Yet, even though now is the time that i notice how much control over myself i have, i also notice how much i cant control myself.
Feeling noisy in silence, hearing conversations that wasnt there.
Just ... what is happening to me.