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I'm just so tired of everything. I feel down. Constantly down. Like something is kicking me to the ground. I need to be held. And the worst of it is that every time I talk to her I'm reminded of just how long I have to wait until I have her again. I'm so sick of it. The distance. Why is it that when two people love each other so much, something has to come up and fuck with their lives? I love her too much to let her go, but this distance doesn't make life easier on anyone. I think I'm going to end up crying myself to sleep tonight. I've had one of the worst weeks of my life. Being sick and unable to sleep properly certainly didn't help. Oh well. fuck it, night