old poems i wrote....
Why?
Why do i always fall for the guys who always hurt me in the end?
Why are they sweet at first and, always know the perfect things to say at the perfect time?
Why do they work so hard to get u to fall head over heals for them, and make it to where there's not a second in the day when he's not on your mind?
I would have given him anything...
I would have given him the world and everything in it, if that's what he asked for
Why do i feel used?
Is it just me?
I thought he really loved me
I thought he really cared
I thought we'd always be best friends until the world ends
Time has passed and i've realized that what we had was never real
If he really loved me, he wouldnt have tricked my heart into loving him and played w/ my emotions
Sometimes i lay in bed at night wondering if it was me
What did i do to make him stop loving me?
Am i not pretty enough?
Am i not skinney enough?
Do i not have enough money?
What was it?
I cant make you love me... but all i ask is that u answer one question.....
Why?
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The Feelings I Hide...
You made me feel pretty
You made me feel special
You made me feel like no1 else mattered
You were the one i wanted to be with
The one i would love day and night unconditionally
I wanted to please you and make you happy
I would have done anything for you... and you know i still will
All you have to say is when and i'll be there
Even though we're still young...
I love you w/ all my heart and you're the kind of guy i'd want to be w/ forever and always
But now you have a new girl in your life, and boy is she lucky
I hope she realizes what she's got
And i know she'll love you like i did
Im glad you're happy...I want you to be...
Yet part of me still wants you by my side, not hers
But baby i still love you and friends we'll be
Until the day when you say that you'll love me forever
And together we'll be
But until that day
My lips will stay sealed
The feelings, i will hide
And just smile to see you so happy