this is for you.

[speaksuneasy_]

I want you to hold your tongue.
You will not tell me of me.
You will not speak of that which you never knew.
All the lies you speak are reflected back upon you.
You will always hurt the ones you hold onto.
You cannot love, unless you know yourself.
unless you stop lying.
Don't mistake your beloved.
For anyone but yourself.
Cold hearts hold not heat.
not to the candle of life i have lit around myself.
you will not look at me and smile like you know shit.
You know only Bullshit.
You aren't here.
Not when i turn around.
Not when i speak to myself.

I can't remember the days when i thought i knew you.
You lied and touched what you shouldn't and burned what you needed.

You will stay away from me now.
Or i will burn you blind.
Or i will burn you alive.