time to find yourself

[speaksuneasy_]

Now I know you
Now I know me
with
and without
But I still don't know why
No one got me hot like you
My personality is nothing but dead weight
My lust burned through the air of you
found no grip
Roadkill couldn't have been flat like this
burn out around and all over
it's never gonna kill me
but the sex and smoke sure takes a toll
thick and hot and covering me
choking me out into the street
alone and wandering home
clove, captain, and a hole in my shoe
an empty block leads to an alley
and then i'm gazing back at you
and your locked door
In the new bed, i made it
i can't sleep in it
i never could stand the size
Well good news, i know you don't like me
but i'll let you keep me around
just for the sound
lust could never beat me down to the floor
and never for all these wrong reasons
nothing wrong with the emptiness i feel behind me
the presence i feel beside me resides in feminity
I may have the knack with her
but my ace never swayed you
my wink went unseen and you said my smile looked sickly
I've got a gift that i squandered and a hard body going to waste
i never had you and never with a hello
So now it's goodbye and you're never too ready
When i think about the past
When I think
When i go
When i say goodbye