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I hope someone still reads this because I still want to write in it.
Life has just been crazy lately where the only thing I seem to accomplish is working, cleaning, sleeping, and wedding planning.
Of course there are things I would love to do, like go take a vacation to some place I have never been, talk to my friends that I used to talk to, even go back to school and learn more, but as I say these things I have no drive. I knew that from the first day after graduation. I just simply expect things to fall into my lap that I want. I expect my vacation to just magically wisk me away to some island and then when I am done relaxing, magically wisk me back to my life. I want my friends to find the urge to talk to me first, but then when they do, I am normally not around to get to talk to them. I want school to call for me, tell me what I would like to know and tell me which classes I should take and what time and what day.
This makes me tend to think I need to be more proactive about those aspects in my life or I will never be happy with them. So yeah I complete agree I am in charge of my own destiny. And everyone is too. This is my message in this almost meaningless post... Go for what you want. If you wanted a car, save for it. If you wanted a good job after college, start early. If you wanted to fall in love, wear your heart on your sleeve. It is hard. Trust me I know, but please if you want something bad enough you will do anything it takes right? You just have to have the drive to get it. And last thing then I will step off this soap box, it is okay to ask for help in acheiving what you want. Friends, Family, and everyone else close to you want you to acheive greatness. I think I just need to realize asking for help isn't being defeated, it is taking a different (less stressful) path to what will truely make you happy. If only I were able to take my own advice.
If only it weren't for the fact that I have to get ready for work now, I would write more.
Life has just been crazy lately where the only thing I seem to accomplish is working, cleaning, sleeping, and wedding planning.
Of course there are things I would love to do, like go take a vacation to some place I have never been, talk to my friends that I used to talk to, even go back to school and learn more, but as I say these things I have no drive. I knew that from the first day after graduation. I just simply expect things to fall into my lap that I want. I expect my vacation to just magically wisk me away to some island and then when I am done relaxing, magically wisk me back to my life. I want my friends to find the urge to talk to me first, but then when they do, I am normally not around to get to talk to them. I want school to call for me, tell me what I would like to know and tell me which classes I should take and what time and what day.
This makes me tend to think I need to be more proactive about those aspects in my life or I will never be happy with them. So yeah I complete agree I am in charge of my own destiny. And everyone is too. This is my message in this almost meaningless post... Go for what you want. If you wanted a car, save for it. If you wanted a good job after college, start early. If you wanted to fall in love, wear your heart on your sleeve. It is hard. Trust me I know, but please if you want something bad enough you will do anything it takes right? You just have to have the drive to get it. And last thing then I will step off this soap box, it is okay to ask for help in acheiving what you want. Friends, Family, and everyone else close to you want you to acheive greatness. I think I just need to realize asking for help isn't being defeated, it is taking a different (less stressful) path to what will truely make you happy. If only I were able to take my own advice.
If only it weren't for the fact that I have to get ready for work now, I would write more.