Oct 18, 2008 22:33
[Sometimes it’s just too hard to…]
Sometimes it’s just too hard to keep going. You thought you had it all together. Your life was going places and you knew exactly where those places were. Hell, you had a map for those places.
And then in one shattering crack of cold, a moment of uncontrolled panic, it all fell apart. You’re grasping at shards only to have them melting in your hands and there’s no one that can fix this. Fix you. Fix your life, your plans and all the places you were going.
It’s all shattered and melting away.
That’s why you’re standing a bridge, cold biting through just the way it bit through that reporter and maybe if you stand here long enough, you won’t have to jump. You won’t have to make that decision because the cold will make it for you.
But it’s not the cold that intervenes. It comes from a source much more unexpected.
And that makes everything seem warmer.
[prompt] just muse me