Oct 23, 2004 12:49
Today has been ok i guess i mean i woke up ..i jsut got finished Watching Thirteen ...i use that move as a Wake Up Call ..everytime i watch i realize how my problems arent so bad. and i always feel really selfish in the end. becuz when i think about it I have so much more than Alot of people than most people! and For me to feel sorrry for myself and do the things i do is just selfish becuz i dont have it that bad ..but i do ? at least Most of the time I feel like i do. and i DONT understand why people cant jsut leave me alone and give me time to find myself before they ask me what i wanna do I just dont knwo yet! i cant deal with all this! i mean i and know all the people older than me like Kylee Sam Abbie Jenny Courtney Grace Hollye melanie EVERYONE that has had mrs. Barnett Knows where i am and how i feel. I jsut wanna go up to that lady and slap her and go WHATS YOUR PROBLEM?!?!?! and she woudl reply " Go Check the website" JESUS! gosh i cant stand her! Anyways i'm went to the movies last nite with Jacob L. Welsey Brad and Merideth!(BESTFRIEND EVER!!!) we Saw the Grude it was pretty Cool i jumped like a Million and Seven TIMES but its time to get back to that Mrs.Barnett homework!
You look so good blue