Feb 07, 2004 19:17
Yo. Today's not even nearly over yet, and i'm pretty bored. I contemplated staying on at work, but then I saw sense.
Things are just happening at the moment. I'm not really too bothered if I'm being completely honest with you, anything can happen at the moment. At least I'm not letting it get to me like I used to. I just seem to be working a lot of the time. I haven't got any other commitments apart from college, so I may aswell just get some badass savings. Might get a little promotion soon anyway.
Talking about other commitments, I'm seriously going to get my solo-project sorted now. I'm thinking it could be called 'Boy Stead and the Mighty Atom'. There's some link to Bruce Forsyth there I think, nevermind. I figured that I can't particularly get a full band, because there isn't enough people in Mansfield. Well, there is, but they're already in bands, all of them. Bastards. Plus if I do start writing my solo stuff and find the rest of a band, I can convert a few of the songs. Rock. then again, if anyone does want to rock out, let me know.
College is lovely. But the ladies at college aren't lovely. Oh yeah, I figured that I'm afraid of commitment. Haha, nice, committed, trustworthy Steady is afraid to commit to a relationship. I also figured that I only wanted to be in a relationship so much because everyone else was in one. I don't really need one to be honest, I'm 17, and I know I've probably said all this before, but it's true. I can cope without being in a relationship, far too emotionally draining. But it is strange to think that I'm scared of commitment, I can probably blame my parents for that.
Rock out mofo's..