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So... I know everyone is writing about prom, so I guess I will too. Actually all in all... I had a good time. Somethings didn't go like I wanted them to but I cant really say I had a horrible time. I mean come on, all of my greatest friends in one limo, no drama for one night... who wouldn't have fun!
I got so shit faced drunk, and I cried... but this time, I actually think that the drunken night helped. I was able to say things that I could never say sober and I think that it helped get things out in the open. I cant remember a lot of details to last night, but I do remember the gist of everything. I would just like to say one thing... life is a bitch, you never know when its going to slap you in the face. I hate the irony of life. Although, I have to get over it. I wont let my shitty problems keep other people from being happy. I wont be the reason why it never worked out. You know it may blow for me, but good thing Im not a selfish person all the time. To the person that Im talking about (I know I have already talkd you this today): I love you and I would want nothing more than for you to be happy. I would do anything for you. Even though nothing will ever be the way I want it to, I'll deal because you mean the world to me.
Misha, Im sorry I didn't keep my promise and I cried. I hope you don't hate me. :]
I got so shit faced drunk, and I cried... but this time, I actually think that the drunken night helped. I was able to say things that I could never say sober and I think that it helped get things out in the open. I cant remember a lot of details to last night, but I do remember the gist of everything. I would just like to say one thing... life is a bitch, you never know when its going to slap you in the face. I hate the irony of life. Although, I have to get over it. I wont let my shitty problems keep other people from being happy. I wont be the reason why it never worked out. You know it may blow for me, but good thing Im not a selfish person all the time. To the person that Im talking about (I know I have already talkd you this today): I love you and I would want nothing more than for you to be happy. I would do anything for you. Even though nothing will ever be the way I want it to, I'll deal because you mean the world to me.
Misha, Im sorry I didn't keep my promise and I cried. I hope you don't hate me. :]