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Feb 11, 2005 16:56

Ok well I only update every blue moon, or when I read shit that drives me insane. Anyway.. ryan i havent seen you around "hood" late.. Stop by and have a smoke with me. How about right now I am out and jasons not home yet.
Well we are moving into our own house in like a month. Zach is letting us live in his house when he moves to Calf. Oh how i am going to miss the boys. It wont be long though and we will most likely be on our way to Calf. as well.
ok so I have to say something (dont get upset D) all this talk about inner peace and shit is a product of your up bring. I have never known a family who have such problems with God and peace. Talking and writing notes and all that stuff is so strange to me. i guess when i was the most depressed was when i was on this great quest to connect with GOD, but once I stopped and just lived life my mental state seem to improve.
I think people worry about God to much.
My thoughts is God made life for us to emjoy. Not to have to Go to church and kneel and pray and what have you. I think (like the bible says) EAT DRINK and be merry. Or something like that. God wants us to enjoy what he busted his ass making. Holy shit do i believe in God SHHHHH dont tell anyone. ok so i dont know if I believe all that shit or not. tom. I might feel very different. And know what that is the wonderful thing about our minds we can believe differently everyday.
Human are so weak and think we need this REASON or FAITH. I dont think you do.. Just because you have been raised to think that way doesnt make it so. STEP OUTSIDE THE BOX and try to think of other ways..
Holy shit Christa did you read this BS.
Ok so do what you want say what you want but dont be weak and fall for the shit that is pasted done figured it all out on your own..
I think it was on the X-file that I heard the greats thing. Its ok to talk to God but if God answers back your crazy (or something like) If you have heard god I want to know about sound like a good drunk story to me. RYAN I need a smoke.. CIGs are a weakness to.
YOU DONT NEED A REASON! I think thats what most people think they need. It wasnt until I met my wonderful husband that I was shown that you dont need a Reason.
Jason would have gone insane if he had not figured that out, and I would have to if he hadnt shown me. Now I can show my juniper.
oh so here is something that I cant stand my mother in law reading my kid God's law. Why does everything in this fucken house have to be about JESUS FUCKEN CHRIST.. Last I check he hasnt came over for dinner at you peoples house, so why do you insist on pushing him down our throats. Leave it be
Oh to a new topic. Katrina hasnt called or returned any calls, so fuck her. Martin says he is going to see her this weekend I am sure he wont be disappointed. At least I hope not. I am sure he will make sure she is doing what she is suppose to.
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