Oct 07, 2004 20:48
huh... Its been so long sense i posted anything. I dont know why i dont post much, maybe its just because i dont have anything to talk about haha. No i have alot of stuff to talk about im just to lazy to write it in. Welp today i think ill write something in, even if its boring ill just put it in anyway. If its already to boring haha just dont read the rest. Lately iv felt really bored, maybe its because im grounded i dont know, but i kind of felt this way even when i wasn't grounded i just feel it even more now. Schools also has not been much fun ether. everyday is the same thing the same shit over and over its a blur, maybe thats why i get bored and ditch. If it was fun i would stay but ha thats nNEVER going to happen. I try really hard to stay in school as much as i can but i just need a break. I need to do something fun something i have never done, i need to be more spontaneous and do something anything haha.. This weekend i need to do something good huh. I feel like i need to WAKE UP like im always asleep. haha i dont know what im trying to say and maybe that why i feel this way because i dont know what i need its just something.