Jun 30, 2006 05:09
your bout the flyest thing.
that life could ever bring.
your my equal
this love is see threw
i want to keep you.
i-want-to-be-with-you.
soo. yeah. today a friend of mine comes to my work and chills there, she asks me if i can give her some advice. anyways, long story short I end up telling her that she wants to tell her bf she loves him, but at the same time tells him something completely different in order to keep him away, but in the long wrong she should tell him. At the same time I'm thinking to myself, "dam i know someone whos going through the same scenario." then it strikes me, that person is me, so then i start to think how can i be telling someone to do something, when i cant even do it myself. I wish i could tell her, yet i end up telling her the opposite things, then wonder why shes soo clueless. Fuck im an idiot, its like im punching myself in the nuts. To others its fuckin obvious, but i fail to make her realize, HOW CAN THIS BE! I wish this relationship business weren't so hard. oh wait, what am i talking about, im not even in the pre-stages of a relationship lol. Which reminds me, It seems like Im right when i say, Living life sobbing over one girl is stupid when there are more then a million other girls in the world. but maybe its better then countless trials of rejects. Harshly said. Maybe jordans right.
Not. im getting delirious. I dont even know why i wrote on this shit. I ways always the one to say that having an LJ was gay. weak.
Today bites. on a lighter note i helped a friend out?