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[speakbettyspeak]

I would like a summerboy. I never thought I would be the type of person who would enjoy something that didn't promise a future, but I think I would find that really delightful right now. A cute boy, one who would go on adventures with me; explore little towns. A boy who would make up stories about the old and decaying houses we would drive past. I would like a boy who would enjoy the little songs I make up, and the little creatures I would draw for him. A boy who would enjoy the cuddling as much as the sex. I would like a boy who wouldn't mind lying in fields,and discussing our world. One who would appreciate the beauty to be seen. I would like a boy who would be able to sing beach boys songs with me, and enjoy my child-like nature at times. I would like a summerboy that wouldn't bring attachment, but at the same time some comfort. My cute summerboy would give me piggyback rides and let me kiss him on the cheek,nose,temple and mouth. I would like a summerboy who allows the sunlight to shine on his face, to allow himself to smile non stop.

I've been trying so hard lately to appreciate my life for what it is. I've stopped asking and wishing for happiness, and started to try and achieve it.
However, I still find myself wishing for this. A summerboy.

p.s David DiMuzio makes cute music, check it out :3