Oct 17, 2008 17:15
i've spent most of my life out of balance, quite apparently.
i'm seeing an acupuncturist, which is completely satisfying, to say the least.
it's making a huge difference already.
i've been told i'm a negative, cynical person... i never really thought of myself that way.
typically, i tend to be pleasing to most.
i was unhappy with a job i thought that i wanted, and it was making the rest of my life miserable.
i'd made a lot of realizations and mental notes about my life... and began to notice that i wasn't the person i wanted to be.
i got a new job to try to fix that... for someone else. but that person wasn't interested in keeping me around.
i've made a lot of changes to myself, and i'm trying to find my center.
i'm getting back to where i used to be, and it feels amazing.
i treated someone like shit i really, really cared about for you, and made him not want me around after years of trying to make it work.
i'm not angry.
i'll never be angry.
yr not worth anger.
to be honest, no one is.
i've found peace.
and it will stay that way.
forever.
three rules i've always lived my life by, and will continue to:
no regrets. no second chances. never fall in love.